Yeah, I know it's supposed to be "boredom"; I just wanted to sound like an idiot.
I haven't been drawing again lately. I noticed that I only draw when I feel like it. Hahaha, I guess my "practical" career won't be very good with all those deadlines and crap.
Today [or yesterday; it's a little past midnight, but I haven't slept yet] was Independence Day. In previous years, it was a day to celebrate July 4th with fireworks.
Today didn't go so well. First off, the morning was just "bleah." I didn't feel like eating [I don't have an eating disorder, I swear; if I did, then it would probably be binge eating

] and I became overwhelmed by depression. And that doesn't happen that much. In fact, that was the first time I ever experienced that. To be depressed for no reason at all; I didn't like it and it drove me crazy. Because of that, I decided to talk to my aunt about it and walked over to her house [she only lives a few houses away from me]. I told her what was going on, and she tried to help. I don't know what helped me get over it, but I think it was the company that she had over there. She was taking care of her nieces and [one] nephew, who were all five to about ten years younger than me [and one of them was my sister], and I started hanging out with them. Hahaha, and they're pretty hilarious. My cousin even came over [she was at my house cuz I just left the house without telling anybody] and all... SIX of us starting playing with water balloons, and later walked to my house to swim in the pool.
When night came, we started playing with fireworks. I used to LOVE watching the fireworks shoot off into the night sky, but I guess that "firework orgasm" just left my system. I lost interest and I even tried lighting pieces of cardboard on fire. Didn't work.
The guests that visited and/or slept over at our house left at around 11 something. Even my cousin left. Damn, no more company. But I think it's better that she left cuz ever since she came here, she had been having illnesses, from allergies to fevers. Man, and I think she got a fever from either swimming the night before the concert or from the concert itself. Eh, she started getting temperatures around 103 degrees the day after we came back from San Fran [which was Sunday].
Now the house is full of leftovers, dishes that I didn't bother to wash cuz I'm lazy like that, garbage that can't be thrown away cuz our garbage can is full of stuff... Just a mess everywhere. My backyard is pretty messed up, too. Swimming junk that are still in the pool needs to be put away, bottles of beer lie on the table underneath the patio, stereo's still outside... Does this mean I'll be busy in the morning?
Oh !@#$ yeah.
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